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June 13, 2008
-He says he loves me But he comes and goes when he pleases When the door shuts It's like another paper cut And I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades Claims he loves me But he cuts me into pieces When I'm sewed up Here comes another paper cut Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....
We met a few years back Fresh off the plane Now he consumes me, No time for self these days. Man he’s demanding Give me this, give me that Quit, you’re not using your head again. I hate it. And here we go, his voice is in my head again. The sign reads “You consume it, you buy" The statement, he disregards. It’s my custom to drop to my knees, for his needs. Now I'm fed up Bandaging wounds every time they bleed. So to cope, I touch the pen to the vein. What a bloody mess dealing with men. I hate it. Trying to end the pain but I love him. He's the reason for the lesions Man I love him I start pleading when he's leaving And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of All the lessons learned On my missions to try to find him but I'll sit alone until she comes back home. And I'll be waiting by the phone
[Answers ringing phone] "Hello."
-He says he loves me But he comes and goes when he pleases When the door shuts It's like another paper cut And I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades Claims he loves me But he cuts me into pieces When I'm sewed up Here comes another paper cut Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....
[On the phone] He don't live here no more I heard he’s staying round the way with hypebeast That don't teach him shit and use all the slang like “hyphy” Filled with guilt and regret I'm also willing to bet My last writings had him wishing he'd come back.
Man the nerve of this bitch Please pardon my French But it's been too many days And I'm getting kind of heated. Maybe I'll write him a letter in a ladylike way And send it with the hopes that he might read it. I can't believe I let him walk all over me. But all I think about is When he's here and holding me I love him He's the reason for the lesions Man I love him I start pleading when he's leaving And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of All the lessons learned All my missions trying to find him and I can't complain I kind of like the pain He ain't even got a name He dwells in my brain And says..
-He says he loves me But he comes and goes when he pleases When the door shuts It's like another paper cut And I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades Claims he loves me But he cuts me into pieces When I'm sewed up Here comes another paper cut Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids Until he comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....
He says she loves me but (he really thinks that I'm a follower) He says she loves me but (I’ve fallen too deep) He says she loves me but (I forget too much) He says she loves me but (he says I never really listen) He says she loves me but (I lack the needed skills) He says she loves me but (I never pay attention) He says she loves me but (I don’t try hard enough) He says she loves me but
I’ve waited until the last minute.
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