confused

I'm more of a...sit around and talk shit during Sports Center with my hand in my pants like the guys type of person.
I have two females that I can truly fuck with on a daily basis cause usually, cats piss me off.
They're my two aces/sisters.
One is white, one is black.
The black one and I have been practically living together this summer and the white one I haven't seen since we had our chemistry exam together.
I miss that chick.
So today; is my day with Rae Rae.
[she's a thug so I had to give her that hood-ish name, lmao]
Running errands and shit.
First time my ass has gotten up before noon since summer began.
Fuck.
And I just called her and her ass JUST got up.
Grrr.

No talking to Delskee or Wifey<3 Adina all day like yesterday.
Heh.

&holler;&trade.

OH!
And I was reading over some of my writings and what not and I re-read
"Beneficial"
That was some hot shit.
I can't even front on myself.
-pops collar-
I'm reposting it noooowwww - ->

Beneficial

Confused about lovers and friends.
We saw lovers as trends cause friends to the end looked like friends in a mend.
Patching the buzz up, we were matching the love up, hoping to find the right pairs.
I paid the right fare so I knew all the secrets and back roads.
I took the back road on my expedition.
Wishing the kitchen had the fixins for the shit I had been missin', I was fishin' and if I had been kissin', I would have been kickin' and fussin' because of the love drug that snuck in.
Hustling for the sex that was the best and the rest was probably a test or possibly a final assessment.
My final assessment was my best estimate.
I had hesitation when I had to deal with the crowd; I had to deal with the wild.
All these premeditated situations...fuck the shit.
I’m waiting for something natural, it was factual until the first nut, the first fuck, now on an hour basis.
And our basis had cases and cases that intertwined with the basics of the matrix.
The latest had places that ended up being dateless and my date list, which was once full, is now dull since the contacts have been detached.
I've seen the facts about this trend of friends with benefits.
And honestly, I've seen a lot of ruined relations because of these so called “friends with benefits"

Yyyyeeaahhhh boyyy!; :]