where to from here?

Thighs.

2011-11-09T22:49:00.001-06:00

Thighs.
Originally uploaded by master.mars

Kick Off

2009-06-14T14:30:00.001-05:00

Your shoesss and relax your feeeeettt.
http://flickr.com/photos/masterrmarss

2009-06-09T17:25:00.000-05:00

Someone who will let me dominate...yet still keep me in my place.

Elo World.

2009-06-07T20:00:00.000-05:00

Guess who's back in the hoouuuuusseee, with a bunch of souvenirs and a smile for your mouth!

It's been a minute...and I need a new layout.

A LOT has been happening, yet at the same time, nothing at all..

My best friend Frankie Jo, and the one I call Granny passed away.

She's the only reason I've cried in the past year...

R.I.P.

Everyone and their mother has a Tumblr but I've yet to conform.

So if you're looking for me, I'll still be rockin' with- www.masterrmarss.blogspot.com

I just uploaded pictures to my flickr, too.

www.flickr.com/masterrmarss

I've noticed those little 1,001 things I look for in a mate thingiess on Tumblr's and I like that idea.

I'll post mine here though.

..not that anyone keeps up with blogspots anymore, so I suppose I'll be doing it for myself.

Something for me to do everyday.

I'll aim for at least one a day, but since I'm starting right now, I'll do three.

#1.

Someone who understands that when I tell them I love them more than Trolli Gummi Worms, that amount of love is enormous and I'm not grouping them with material things.

#2.

Someone who won't do things intentionally to mess with me and my acute case of OCD.

They won't try to change me and they know my quirks are what make me... me.

#3.

Someone who won't get easily embarrassed if I sing or dance to the songs that are played in restaurants and stores.

I plan to say so much and then when I'm sitting here typing, I lose my train of thought.

I'll be back...

&holler;™

Ode to Pluto.

2009-05-03T20:00:00.003-05:00

It seems I've found a new spot in which I find comfort in my home- the only spot.

And I think it is partly because of you.

I bring you to the little corner of hardwood floor in my kitchen where I sit after night fall and you put me at ease so that I can soon sleep.

Best friends, we are.

Two of a kind.

Both painted black and consciously covered to protect us against the dangers this crazy world poses.

Offered the opportunity to upgrade, I turned down the promotion.

For the new you was new- lacked the space, memory, and wisdom you possess.

You tell me exactly what I like to hear.

What I need to hear.

All ways straight up and down on that train uptown.

Unintentional repeat.

You force me to listen to what you have to say, for you speak beautifully and intelligently.

Allowing me to interpret your similes how I see fit or your colloquial speech permits conversation.

All nighters are in your nature.

Thirty six hours of battery life before you call it A Night Off.

You're awake when no one else hears my call, and available when the rest of the world is much too busy.

You're my warmth, even in the summer time.

I fall asleep with you almost every night.

Whether you whisper the sweet nothings of Corinne and Robin, or confess the secrets of one involved in the underworld, granted.

Tiring me with the interesting stories of his Hard Knock Life or the tender stories of how you Saw God Today.

As every relationship, there are glitches and we must breathe and hit reset.

No matter what, I wake up with you near.

We play this games Vortex and Solitaire when we're home alone leading the life of solitude.

More importantly, we play a game of Russian roulette as you make most of my decisions for me.

What kind of day will it be, what will I do with my heart, or whom will go beyond this conscious protector..

Let Me In.

Bound between you, the Sun, and the third rock- there I lie.

Planet Mars.

Though we weren't created to love material things, I do.

Love.

You.

I will until your death do us part.

Then and only then will you be replaced.

I'll tell the replacement stories of times you've helped me survive.

Or how I sang along with you and could quote some of your most grimey lyrics before the Pre-K year was complete and my alphabet recited error free.

Ode to Pluto.

http://i44.tinypic.com/290q51c.jpg

Incase yeen know, it's like my I Used to Love H.E.R. for my iPod.

Times are hard and I've been going through it but like always, my music is always there for me.

Rain or shine.

She Got Bars

2009-04-09T21:30:00.002-05:00

Scopin' out the mall, in sight of some new kicks.

Lookin' all around tryna find that nigga that she miss.

Chillin' at the food court, girls tryin' not to mention.

The fact that they already saw him and to keep her attention.

Bout 6ft tall and eye sight perfect.

Only he couldn't see her 'cause she lost all focus.

Stayed switchin' up her style, for acceptance she was yearning.

Forgot about him because in his mind she was turning..

Into the girls that he said he'd always hate.

Weave, make-up; both literally and figuratively fake.

Changing back to the one he once loved was a struggle.

She lost herself and now she must seek.

He's got a new chick, new criteria to meet.

-Mars

I'm sayin' though!

First draft via text message in the last 5 minutes of class 'cause I felt like doin' a quickie for my niggaaa.

Holluh@yagualawenuseemeindaskreetz.

Elo.

2009-04-05T15:30:00.001-05:00

Swear I didn't die.

Swear I didn't.

...just been M.I.A.

Erm, sitting here listening to Perfectionist by Asher Roth ft. Beanie Sigel and Rock City, and I Poke Her Face by Kid Cudi ft. Common, Kanye West, and A-Trak [on the Lady Gaga "Poker Face" track] back to back.

Perfectionist > I Poker Her Face

You heard it here first.

I've been so busy lately.

And even if I have had a little time to blog, I haven't felt like it.

I haven't felt like conforming and getting a Tumblr yet either but I have a feeling I will...

Seems I'm a subborn follower like the rest :/

My mom has been out of town since Friday and surprisingly- I haven't done anything I wouldn't do if she were here.

What a waste, huh?

Friday I went to the mall and drove around-got home at about 1AM.

Saturday I went to the AP Review all day, registered for SAT&ACT when I got home, watched Katt Williams, had a guest for about an hour, and as soon as they left, I got a text inviting me to the last showing of Fast & Furious with my friends Jordan, Candance, and her stankass boyfriend Jeremy.

He's really not that stank. Stankass Jeremy just rolls off my tongue.

So Fast & Furious, right?

I was so entralled, man.

I was one of those people you hate at the theaters last night.

Had my feet propped on the back of the chair in front..

That was me.

Yelling out "Oh shit!" "You see that!?" "Daaaamnn" "WHATTHEHELL!?"

Yeah, that was me =/

I came home all excited and shit but I came home alone so that excitement dissipated rapidly.

Just got a phone call and fell asleep on the phone.

I get my hair done Tuesday and I think I am FINALLY going to get it cut like I said I would.

I might vlog and show it if I actually do it.

My dad has been texting all morning.

Had a message from him at 9 when I woke up at 12.

I think he's lowkey trying to see if I'm sexin' anyone.

Any other time, I'd fuck with him and tell him all this off the wall shit simply because he can't do anything about it all the way from Michigan, he irks me 90% of the time, and I'm really just a mean person.. but I kept it honest this time.

He was on some "as a father, I can only hope until you wait until you have a ring on your finger"

What you don't know won't hurt, Pops.

Ignorance is bliss, yaheardme?

I've haven't been doing things by The Book today.

I'm working on the Sabbath as usual.

Laundry, research paper, and cooking dinner.

I think I'm Yours- Jason Mraz is about to be my new default ringtone.

WAAAHHH!

It needs to rain one good time.

April showers bring May flowers, HOLLERRR.

Aight shawty, enough.

I'm only rambling about random things now.

Time to visit fmylife.com for a good laugh before I begin this paper.

AUDI5000innisbitch.

Retrospect

2009-03-05T22:46:00.001-06:00

You said you'd be here when it rained...

Why didn' t you stay?

Times are hard, you guyses.

I'm still scratchin' and survivin' though.

Self-Reliance

2009-02-23T23:00:00.002-06:00

I need to update my playlist.

Deuce likes that I have The Roots on here so I suppose that song shall stay, just for his occasional visits.

I'm currently reading Self-Reliance, one of the most popular essays by Ralph Waldo Emerson and he says some thought provoking shit in here.

He's very blunt...perhaps that's why I like it so.

He was a transcendentalist and was as far left of conformity as one could be.

[my blog title has been that for as long as I've been reading Emerson]

I should be in bed but instead I am up reading this and writing a paper.

Oh, I also started The Big Sea, an autobiography by Langston Hughes.

It's black history months so I figured hey, why not this book.

"Society is a wave. The wave moves onward, but the water of which it is composed does not. The same particle does not rise from the valley to the ridge. Its unity is only phenomenal. The persons who make up a nation to-day , next year die, and their experience with them."

-Emerson

WORDUP.

&holler;™

Jacks

2009-02-22T11:00:00.000-06:00

I went to the movies last night with my friend Jordan.

We saw Madea Goes to Jail and it was pretty funny...

But of course there's that life lesson Tyler Perry has in all his movies.

Erm, nothing else is new really.

Just sitting here watching a movie with my mom and eating Apple Jacks.

I've got a little job for today at about noon or so, so I guess I should be getting dressed for that.

&holler™

HAT!

2009-02-20T20:00:00.000-06:00

I also think www.flickr.com/masterrmarss is a good idea as well.

Semnnteeeen

2009-02-16T17:00:00.000-06:00

Feliz cumpleanos a mi.

Errmm, so like yeah.

Hi.

My friend Jamie brought me Starbucks this morning.

My friend Amber baked me some of her world class brownies.

&holler;™

Countdowns

2009-02-12T17:00:00.000-06:00

Countdowns.

2/12/09 before midnight.

2/14/09 All day.

2/16/09 All day.

WOOOOT.

And yooo, where the hell are all the blog comments at?

Are you guys alive?

&holler;™

WOOT!

2009-02-10T18:30:00.001-06:00

Who has a Valentine?

I have a Valentine.

W0ot.

Wanna know another woot?

MY GRANNY IS OFFICIALLY CANCER FREE!

Well of course, there's always that chance of it coming back but f-that!

MY GRANNY IS OFFICIALLY CANCER FREE!

I guess the name Fuzzyhead wouldn't be oppropriate anymore, heh.

Rehearsal with my fellow violas tomorrow.

I'm actually not dreading sectionals for the first time in a long time.

We've got competition in a couple weeks.

Good luck to my entire orchestra.

Thursday.

SO FAR FUCKING GONE!

Now y'all know; I'm like, the biggest Drizzy groupie so I'm DEFINITELY excited.

&holler;™

Busy Body

2009-02-04T19:00:00.002-06:00

She a busyy boddyyyy.

Ayeee.

Good dance song, holmes.

Me and my "corner girls" as a certain someone would say, go in on a good 6 songs.

Halle Berry, Stanky Legg, Busy Body, Walk That Walk etc.

Pretty much Dallas local party/hood music although Stanky Legg gained some Youtube popularity like Soulja Boy.

FURTHERMOREEEE

I've got an english paper to do but I can't focus for the life of me.

Just had dinner though; tilapia and ceasar salad :]

Today was a relatively good day.

I was having problems with my phone...AGAIN!...but thnk goodness for insurance because I got a new one at no cost to me.

It wasn't supposed to get here until Friday but I got lucky.

It was even BRAND NEW, not one of those refurbished ones they try to pass off as new.

I watched the guy at the Sprint store take it out of the box.

I kept the plastic on my keyboard and screen. =/

n00b.

I need to go get those clear protector films for my phone and iPod even though I already have a cover.

Detective Mars is signing outttt!

&holler;™

Bliss

2009-02-03T22:00:00.003-06:00

Is ignorance really bliss in this situation?

And is it even considered ignorance.

I'd say it's oblivion.

I don't know what I did, but I've been left behind for whatever it is.

Do I want to know?

Should I continue on not knowing in the hopes I'm actually better off not knowing?

I'm sorry?

I say that with a questionmark because I don't even know if what I did needs an apology.

What if it's all a big misunderstanding and neither of us need to apologize?

Everything happens for a reason, yeah?

Yeah.

That's what I'll keep telling myself.

[I'm sorry for those of you reading whom are mighty confused right now.

Never my intention but I can't quite break it down right now]

&holler;™

Vesto

2009-01-31T13:30:00.001-06:00

La la laaa.
I've been blogspot m.i.a. huh?
Haven't been on the computer much these days.
When I'm on, I'm right back off.
Probably didn't miss me though.

I don't have anything to talk about.
Oh, screw you.
And if you had to ask yourself if that was directed toward you...it was.
:D

I've got some pictures for ya, homie.

Back to my "The Foreign Exchange" listening party.
:]

&holler;™

Heart Hurts

2009-01-25T19:15:00.000-06:00

Earlier my chest was hurting really bad.

Right over my heart.

...the literal physical pain eventually went away but now it hurts again...

Figuratively/emotionally.

I sent the mp3 and lyrics to Lupe Fiasco's "He Say She Say" to my dad to kind of let him in on the biggest part of my life, music, and also get a point across.

Get across how I think/feel and where I'm coming from in the way I act and treat him.

..he doesn't get it.

Asked me what the point of me sending it to him was.

Whomppp.

Whatever though :/

I'm good.

I'm a G.

ThugLife tatted on my chesto.

See.

Face of a true thug.

&holler;™

2009-01-22T16:45:00.000-06:00

Life is rough.

Times are hard.

And it seems when you're down, people like to kick you.

I wear a smile though, no big.

Ooh, a boy tried to fight me today...?

I say boy because he iss far from a man if he's even contemplated hitting a female to hurt her.

Fuzzyhead's last chemo was good.

Thank you to all the ones wishing her well :D

I had my dates wrong, though.

Her last one was Monday and her lab work/test results are neeextttt week.

She's so cute.

She's excited about her hair growing back.

I'm off to read Eric's story again.

I think this last post is my favorite thus far.

&holler;™

Home

2009-01-16T20:30:00.001-06:00

I'm going home, to the place where I belong.

Where your love has always been enough for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old.

So I'm going home...

Kansas for 5 days.

I get to see my Fuzzyhead :D

She just had her last chemo of this session about a week ago

and hopefully test results will show that she doesn't need it anymore!

Well, I'm going home.

&holler;™

Take Me Away

2009-01-11T00:00:00.000-06:00

...anywhere but here.

BOTH MENTALLY&PHYSICALLY.

Materialistically

2009-01-06T21:30:00.001-06:00

It's painful to be materialistically beautiful.

And that kind of pain, I'm not willing to endure.

-mars

I'll be seein' you around.

&holler;™

"you goddamn mouth liar"

2009-01-04T19:00:00.002-06:00

I don't have anything of real importance to say...I just felt like typing because I haven't been on my computer all day.

Bullets of all the random crap I have to say?

Sure.

My mom has been singing alllllll day and I want to tell her to shut up but I don't want to steal her joy?
Whateverrrrrrr.

I've decided Vanessa and AJ are no longer allowed on my mobile updates.
I woke up to 3 missed text...no big.
I go ahead and eat breakfast, wash my hair, and come back to my phone at around 1PM...
THIRTY MISSED ALERTS from their back and forth "mouth liar" bullshit at 5AM.

I want to vlog.
Something about talking at my digital camera is intriguing?

My order from AE needs to hurry and get here.
I order a hoodie, a pair of jeans, and boyshorts.
w00t? Merry Christmas to me.

I just watch the Philly Eagles just beat that Mini Vikings' ass while painting my nails.
I want Subway right now.
FIVEDOLLARFOOTLOOOOOONNGG
-does the little hand signs-
....or Jack In The Box tacos :)

I plan on going to bed BEFORE 1AM tonight.
Swear.

&holler;™

TRICK SCARE DA KIDS!

2009-01-02T20:30:00.004-06:00

Brandito and I have some of the most amusing conversations.

We find it so funny when the other is deadass serious.

mars. ™ : Bears are pretty interesting.

Nappyheaded Rican: dafuck

mars. ™ : I've been watching this thing on Animal planet for almost an hour now.

Nappyheaded Rican: xzibit cut his hair

mars. ™ : bout time.

mars. ™ : nigga got into his damnnear 40s before he even HAD any real hang time.

Nappyheaded Rican: lmao =[

Nappyheaded Rican: thats funny

Nappyheaded Rican: say wit uhhh

Nappyheaded Rican: trick daddy

Nappyheaded Rican: :|

mars. ™ : :|

mars. ™ : THAT NIGGA FUCKIN' UGLY!

mars. ™ : TRICK LUH THE KIDS!

Nappyheaded Rican: LMFAOOOOOOOOOO

mars. ™ : Nooo nigga, TRICK SCARE THE KIDS!

Nappyheaded Rican: -dead

Nappyheaded Rican: u deadass said trick scare da kids

mars. ™ : nigga!

Nappyheaded Rican: omg

Nappyheaded Rican: lmao

mars. ™ : srsly.

Nappyheaded Rican: im rollin

mars. ™ : This is a serious matter.

mars. ™ : Money usually makes people look better

mars. ™ : but I swear that nigga got uglier over time.

Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao

mars. ™ : I'ma record a remix to that song.

Fucka "TRICK LUH DA KIDS!" Naaaaaaahhh nigga. "TRICK SCARE THE KIDS!"

Nappyheaded Rican: imma be in the background sayin uhnnnnnnn like master p

mars. ™ : Lmfao

mars. ™ : WORD!

Nappyheaded Rican: lmao

Daddy fuckin' B.

&holler;™

EDIT-

I've decided to be more practical about my whole, owning a zebra thing.

Eric and Deuce helped me evaulate things.

I'm going to buy one and donate it to my local zoo and just visit it often.

I'm going to name it Mars, of course.

I'm going to do the same thing with a dolphin too.

Donate it to Sea World or something.

Maaannn, I need to quit watching Animal Planet and Discovery Channel so much.

Zebras, giraffes, dophins, and penguins = <3

Why can't I like practical house pets?

I swear I feel like I'm in a theater when I watch those 2 channels though.

HIGHDEF.

Like the animals are going to jump out and bite me!

Lmaoo, I'm done.

FORREALSTHISTIME.

New Year

2009-01-01T13:00:00.001-06:00

I was slightly inebriated last night.

Not drunk.

2 martinis, 2-6 glasses of champagne, and a few sips of some chocolatey tasting mixed drink my aunt had.

It reminded me of Kahlua.

But I wasn't even feeling the slightest buzz.

-___-

I feel sorry for whomever has a hangover right now.

I know my Nappyheaded Rican does.

I have no resolutions, really.

Just being on top of my game and doing what I need to do.

I'll try to cut out so much procrastination.

Optimist > Pessimist

'Tis all.

I've got a meeting with a rep. from the University of Alabama in a couple weeks...

LEMME SEE THE SCHOLARSHIP MONEYYYY!

&holler;™

Irony

2008-12-30T13:15:00.002-06:00

Oh, the irony.

If it were based on the gifts, this past Christmas would be the holiday I stopped believeing in Santa because he didn't come down my chimney, eat my cookies, and leave a plethora of presents under the tree.

In fact, we didn't even have a tree.

Christmas was dry, so was the turkey, and I quit eating pork so ham wasn't an option.

No gifts.

...until now.

About half an hour ago, a FedEx employee dropped of a package and it was a gift from my dad.

The man I don't see, don't hear from, don't receive essentials from...sent me a gift.

Yet from my immediate family, I receive nothing.

Oooh, the irony.

"But as in ethics, evil is a consequence of good, so, in fact, out of joy is sorrow born."

Amen, Edgar Allan, amen.

Zebra

2008-12-28T14:45:00.001-06:00

I want a zebra.

I'm deadass serious, too.

I want my own zebra.

Most people are like, when I start banking I'm going to get an exotic snake or tiger or something of that nature.

Naaahh naahh, forget the bull.

I want a zebra.

Moving on.

I woke up to a text message from my mom saying:

"Eat eat? Waffle House! B ready in 20 mins. R U down?"

And of course, I say "Down like Brandy!"

And she said "Meet me @ the frnt door @ 12"

And at Waffle House, I saw the most gorgeous man I've ever seen in my entire life.

I'm talking, Calvin Klein underwear billboard material.

Only because he was bi-racial...I don't recall seeing a darkie in Calvin's ads.

My mom was eavesdropping like no other and "overheard" he was in the military.

I'm back home now though, watching me some Sunday afternoon football.

W00t!

Furthermore, I've got a serious question.

When is it okay for your current "other" to hook up with their ex/highschool sweetheart/first love on some "casual dinner or a movie" type of thing?

Is it okay?

Under what circumstance?

Are you wrong for being mad and/or not okay with it?

I mean, I'm just asking....

&holler;™

Happy Birthday Jesus

2008-12-25T19:30:00.004-06:00

Hey y'all :]

So like, it's Jesus's birthday today.

I ate good, and I hope you did too.

The highlight of my day was laughing at my drunk ass cousin after dinner.

Stumbling, slurring, repeating, etc.

He was walking down memory lane but it seems he couldn't get off this one street.

He asked/told my mom "you member that one time when all us was kids playin' in the basement...I member" twenty-seven times...I counted.

I don't really have any traditions with my family or anything.

I think the closest thing to a tradition is I've gotten new pajama pants to wear on Christmas day for the past 5 years.

Does that even count?

Do you like them?

I like them ;]

Furthermore, I miss my Fuzzyhead.

She has her last chemo treatment of this session in 2 weeks and hopefully it will be the last ever.

Pray for my Granny <3

Anywho; I'm currently watching The Cosby Show laughing at Raven Simone's adorable self.

Merry Christmas to all, and too all a goodnight.

&holler;™

Eve

2008-12-24T00:00:00.003-06:00

In 24 hours it will be his birthday.

WOOT!

Go baby Jesus.

New blog by the way.

My Nappyheaded Rican, Brandon did it.

Yes yes y'all, and ya don't stoppp.

Got the Common bumpin' and my dude Mars [Spike Lee] out to the siiideee.

&holler;™

How About An Update, y'all?

2008-12-21T14:15:00.002-06:00

-Christmas is almost here.

-I need a new playlist.

-I need a new page, period.

-In the last 48 hours, my mother has made the switch from Ma to Mommy Dearest and I have to ride in a car for 5 hours with her in 3 days.

Hopefully she'll calm that "I'm premenopausal 10 years too early" shit down before then.

-I miss people I shouldn't miss and I'm too proud to admit it to them by simply picking up the damn phone.

master.mars@ymail.com

^yahoo.

My list is looking mighty weak.

&holler;™

2008-12-17T16:54:00.001-06:00

I've been neglecting my blog so I am going to try to make it a point not to.

Hi blog roll peoplessss!

[if anyone still reads this thing]

Weeerdooo

2008-12-06T00:30:00.002-06:00

Mars: Would you ever make love to a weerdooo

Mars: ?

Paris: No

Paris: I'd make love to you.

Pshh, just implied I was the weirdo.

I've got a lot to do this weekend, I aim to get at least half of it done.
I saw this spotted moth as I was going in to my house yesterday.
click here
I like it.

&holler;™

kissie heart <3

2008-12-01T16:45:00.001-06:00

Tell me this isn't the cutest thing and I'll tell you to stay off that dope.

click here

Aww<3

Radio

2008-11-29T21:23:00.003-06:00

Nappyheaded Rican: loveyou like a fatbitch love a buffet
Nappyheaded Rican: and muthafucka thats a alot suwooop

Mars: Sorry B.

Nappyheaded Rican: uh huh

Nappyheaded Rican: well nigga i said LOVE YOU LIKE A FATBITCH LOVE A BUFFET

Nappyheaded Rican: and u aint say nuttin

Nappyheaded Rican: back

Mars: I LOVE YOU MORE!

Nappyheaded Rican: :[

Nappyheaded Rican: fuck u no

Nappyheaded Rican: u late as hell radio

LMFAO!
I love himmmm more than you knowwww <3

Tell Him

2008-11-22T21:15:00.001-06:00

Now I may have faith to make mountains fall.
But if I lack love, then I am nothing at all.
I can give away everything I possess,
But left without love then I have no happiness.
I know I'm imperfect and not without sin,
But now that I'm older, all childish things end
And tell him...

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on Earth,
But if I speak wrong then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared,
to the love that was shown when our lives were spared
And tell him...

-The Miseducation...

2008-11-15T13:00:00.001-06:00

Why do men feel they can justify death?
Is it arrogance?
-The Patriot

and she FINALLY reaches 100

2008-11-12T21:00:00.001-06:00

This is post 100 and it's supposed to be all momumental but instead I'm dedicating it to thiiiisss nigg.
EVEN THOUGH HE'S HELLA RUDE TO ME!
"on my momma she hella weird"
^rudeness much?

Anywho;
Your nephew is really cute, Brandon.
Wait, did I just refer to you by your government rather than Nappyheaded Rican?
WOOOT, movin' on up!

I guess I can just make all these random post that lack substance now since I gets no reads anymore =/
[that word is creepying back into my vocabulary]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEODORE!
[in a couple hours central time]
I hate you; only on Sundays though ;]
Hah, ♥

&holler;™

Aerosmith

2008-11-11T21:30:00.000-06:00

Start me up.
Start me up, I'll never stop.

Society Is We

2008-11-08T22:00:00.007-06:00

I was going through my junk drawer and I found a few pieces of writing that are very old.
The handwriting was so sloppy that I could barely make out all of the words.
There's a time on it but no date.
I suppose the time can be the title...

3:45 AM
She stands in the mirror pointing out all the negativity, her flaws from the outside in.
Pointing out all the things "we" need to change without realizing the "we" was no more.
Not unless "we" had disguised itself as the bathroom floor.
Not realizing they were always one, the girl and the floor.
Dry heaves, vomit, mucus, and tears.
Relapsing into a cycle that was never really broken over the years.

"We" made this problem.
Forcing her to physically change.
She says her thighs are too big and not enough ribs are shown.
She quit eating, hyperactivity..all to be a dime,
No more loose change.
Diet pills and laxatives,
anorexia and bulimia aids.
Crack and X,
attending all the raves.
90 pounds soaking wet, she has become all the rage.

Microscopic lenses constantly in yet another stars face.
Microscopes and biopsies in a lab trying to solve the suicide case.
"We need to fix this"- last words before coming one with the floor.
She's not the first, nor will she be the last.
We need to assess our morals, ideals, and distorted perception on the misconception of the definition of our worldly perfection.
Society is "we".

There was another I could have posted but even for me, it was a bit too rough.

Mix

2008-11-08T21:30:00.001-06:00

The clock strikes 1:47AM and she should be asleep.
Tired, fatigued, she should be trying.
Hand trembling, she can’t.
The artist in her is thriving.
Pockets empty, just likes her heart and soul.
Painting masterpieces is the only thing that keeps either of them full.
At the back of her mind, she remembers a place.
That old drawer of inspiration containing her favorite rusted spoon and needle.
To the left is a substance that she wished were peculiar.
Veins pulsating, twitching, protruding.
The mere sight brought back that drug addict itch.
Tears being to fall, she’s stumbling as she scavenges for a light so she can finally get her fix.
Paint splatters once the drug injects.
The combination; an all too familiar mix.

Election Day

2008-11-04T22:30:00.000-06:00

I just received so many text messages, GMs, and phone calls from people extremely excited about Barack Obama's presidency.
[That name will soon be added to Firefox]

As soon as I heard it announced, I didn't scream "oh my god, my president is black!"
I thought wow, I've got a story to tell my children.
Grandchildren.
Great grandchildren.
I thought about my 88 year old great grandmother sitting in her living room, rollers in her hair, staying up way past her bed time to watch the results of this election.
I imagine her crying; crying because she never thought she would see this day come for her self and the five generations of ancestry below her.

I have been bumpin' that Jeezy though.
Our president is a very well educated black man, guys.
Damn.

I don't know how much I'll have to hear about this from my republican peers and or people who are on the bandwagon of McCain's camp simply because that's what they've been taught.
I'm ready for the racial slander and disrespect but I'm also excited to hear the praise, and people of older generations speak about how accomplished they feel.

Barack is about to make his speech.
I've never been more ready to listen.

What is possible?
Any and everything.

Nature

2008-11-02T18:15:00.001-06:00

I love riding down the highway looking out the window at nature.
Looking at the autumn leaves, the cows, the horses.
I like it.

I said hello to my Fuzzyhead yesterday and had to say goodbye this morning.
[my Granny]
She has been admitted to the hospital four times in one month.
I feel for her :(
Two chemo treatments down and all of her hair is gone; hence the Fuzzyhead nickname.
I hate it but I guess I'll have to look at it as the chemo doing it's job.
If she hasn't let it defeat her, I won't let it defeat me.
She's still one sexy little 60 something year old in my eyes.

My little cousin Jay is about 4 years old and he sat at the foot of her bed to have one of the cutest yet sad dialogues ever.

Jay: Granny, is your hair going to grow back?
Granny: Yes sweetie, it will grow back soon.
Jay: -walks out then walks back in 5 minutes later
Granny, do you wanna be a boy?
Granny: No baby, Granny doesn't want to be a boy.
-explains how the medicine makes her lose her hair in a way he'll understand-
Jay: Oh, so it is going to grow back?
Granny: Yes, it will.
Jay: It's gonna grow back Granny.
-rubs her head, hops off the bed and walks out-

His mind is so pure and untampered with.
The only difference between males and females to him is hair.

:'(
I don't know what kind of relationship you all have with whom ever your higher power is but please pray for her.
She's my heart.
When she goes, I go.
wordisbond.

Caution

2008-10-30T15:30:00.000-05:00

We're in a state of contagion.
Everyone is contracting the plague, guys.
[Obvious exaggeration]
Be sagacious and take your vitamin pills, pop a Halls Vitamin C, and drink some juice to stay healthy.
Pshhhh, not me though.
I've had my illness for the season.
I get sick like, once a year and it seems I've reached my quota.
Forever dauntless!
Lmao, kidding.

There are chords in the hearts of the most reckless which cannot be touched without emotion.
Even with the utterly lost, to whom life and death are equally jest, there are matters of which no jest can be made.
-Edgar Allan Poe
He was crazy, but most geniuses were/are.

&holler;™

EXASCERBATED!

2008-10-29T17:30:00.000-05:00

Keith Murray!
Weebles Wobble but they don't fall down.

Ahem, moving on.

It really irks me when people use words they can't pronounce, nor spell, and then top it off by not using it correctly.
I was reading a paper and someone used the word exacerbated incorrectly and also added an S in there.
:|
No.
Just....no.

Some friends and I were doing some group studying and proof read one another's papers;
Me: "exascerbated" huh?
Kaitlyn: Oh wow.
Tyler: masterbating until you get exhausted eh?
All: -hysterical laughter-
Boy defending is work: Noooo, that's a word!
Me: Noooo, EXACERBATED AND EXASPERATED are.
We're sorry, no exascerbated here.

Tis all.

&holler;™

Lately

2008-10-28T18:30:00.001-05:00

Pause the playlist.

I had a blog planned but forget it.
Chelsea is HILARIOUS!

dentistry.

2008-10-27T18:00:00.004-05:00

I'm sitting here watching the Superhuman- Chris Brown and Keri Hilson video.
The little "I'm gonna run out and save you from getting hit by a car that's going to blow up on this greenscreen special effects" are wackkkkkk.
Can you say low budget?
Pull a J. Holiday and just walk around Paris, France like him for all I care.
I think the video ruined the song for me.
Naaahhhhh, I'm lyin'.
Superhuman is the alarm I wake up to.
It's like, perfect.
Not too loud, not too quiet and great pride booster.
"Feelin' all superhuman you did that to me. A superhuman heart beats in me."

Ah, that song reminds me of something.
One of the main reasons I don't listen to the radio other than the commercials and playing of the same song on every single station; the songs are old to me.
I'm up on stuff weeks, months, in a few cases years ahead of the general public.
So by the time it's on the radio, I'm exhausted of it already.

My day went by fast, holmes.
Started my day frustrated with my hair and then next thing I knew, I was in the car eating Jack in the Box with my friend Natalie until my dentist appointment.
I was nervous about eating right before but hey, why pay for a cleaning if they have nothing to clean!?
Everyone automatically assumes because of how much I love going to the dentist, that's the career path I'm going to take.
Nah fool, law all day.
Or should I reconsider?
Best part; my dental hygienist complimented my teeth and said she wished hers looked like mine.
AND my actual dentist said I had pretty teeth too.
I've been rubbing my tongue across my teeth for the past two hours.
Smooooth.
:D

I've got some homework to do but I honestly don't remember what it is.
I need to get my book and open my bag, maybe that'll spark something in my memory.

There's a movie with Angelina Jolie in it coming out this weekend.
Changeling is what it is called.
She's actually playing a serious role rather than action this time.
I kind of want to see it.
Movie date?
HOLLA @ MEEE

&holler;™

Can't Let Her

2008-10-26T21:58:00.003-05:00

The head nigga in charge is still dreamin'
Of an industry where hot shit's rewarded,
& dope shit's recorded,
& dumb shit's ignored,

& I, sold my heart to the world, nobody bought it.

But that's how it is when you dealin' with the evil.
Get a little status and they think you too regal; that's the nature of people.
Why you think muhfuckers like to feed pigeons, but try to shoot eagles?
& if you too feeble, you won't make it, I admit.

:]

2008-10-26T16:27:00.001-05:00

I did my best Marsy... my time was limited I was doing some of this from my sk.

:]

Tell me what you like and dislike and I shall fix it when I get home

2008-10-26T15:16:00.002-05:00

For Whom The Bell Tolls

2008-10-25T20:14:00.000-05:00

I'm a screw uppppp.
I'm a screw uppppp.

I screwed up.
=/

2008-10-21T14:00:00.000-05:00

I have a temperature of 101. 7 and it's been above 100 since 6PM yesterday.
No bueno.
I can't even stay asleep for more than an hour at a time.

I had to get up and eat something so the medicine I'm taking wouldn't make me even more ill.

Back to bed I go.
:(

2008-10-19T17:11:00.003-05:00

I had a CRAZY night!

there's a first time for everything, ayee.

Hi Daddy B! :D
Lmaoo

2008-10-18T18:00:00.000-05:00

I saw the aftermath of a CRAZY wreck last night and my mom was a witness to it all in her rearview mirror.
A car was trying to get into the turning lane on the opposite side of the road, hit the curb, and began rolling.
It rolled over at least 5 other cars that were in the turning lane.
Pretty much played bumper cars.
After the car stopped flipping, the driver got out and ran.
Obviously had to be under the influence to be perfectly okay to get out and run.
All I know is, a lot of insurance companies are going to be upset.

THAT'S NOT EVEN THE REAL ISSUE.
As my mom saw it happen, she tried to call 911 and no one answered.
How it that no one answers 911.
And she called more than once!
It turned her phone on emergency mode and she left it on thinking they'd call back...
SIKKKKEE.
That's a damn shame.

Brandon's blog:
"maree i dont appreciate you hangin up on me while i was talking you lil shit."
I'm sorry =/
Maaannn, I was ASLEEP!
I told you that more than once but noooooo, you decided to yell "you better wake yo ass up" at me a million times!

2008-10-15T15:49:00.003-05:00

I'm So Far Gone!

"I don't get bitter, I just get betterrrrrr"

"If I was in a room and somebody yell "hey bitches", I would never turn around 'cause I just don't fit the description."

[tell me how to get my comments back, please]

2008-10-14T21:50:00.001-05:00

Things are looking up, guys!
:D

2008-10-13T22:16:00.004-05:00

Nappyheaded Rican took off my blog comment link thingie
and I have no idea how to put it back, guys.

help?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NESSAAAA <3

2008-10-11T22:00:00.003-05:00

On the phone with Brandon's dumb ass right now...
WHOMP!
He needs to do my page.

Stacks: My ankle is too fucked up
Mars: Ah, I'm sorry.
Mars: Sit your skatin' ass down somewhere and rest that.
Stacks: Yes ma'am
Mars: no seriously.
Mars: crutches aren't very fashionable.
Stacks: Trend setter
Mars: True.
Mars: Painful trend
Mars: but hey, it's painful to be materialistically beautiful.
Stacks: E>
Mars: I'm receiving your random hearts now?
Mars: might I ask why?
Stacks: That was some fly shit you just said
Mars: I appreciate it.
Mars: Just speaking truth though.
Stacks: Yes indeed

& holler; ™

2008-10-08T20:12:00.001-05:00

Things get worse before they get better aye?

Sucks, 'cause people reach a breaking point.

2008-10-03T17:30:00.001-05:00

Goodbye, my almost loverrrr.

2008-09-30T18:21:00.002-05:00

Jay's status read:
D and Mars fuckin', bro. I have the inside scoop [linked to concretebossip.com]

.jay adams: You want to comment on the news?
mars. ™ : LOLOL!
mars. ™ : I can't click on links for some reason, sorry.
.jay adams: It's fake, lmaO!
.jay adams: It's a mix of the two big black celebrity blogsites
mars. ™ : I know...
.jay adams: www.concreteloop.com
.jay adams: www.bossip.com
.jay adams: Duhhhh.
mars. ™ : I was kidding loser.
.jay adams: GET WITH THE PROGRAM!
.jay adams: But...
mars. ™ : I AM WITH IT!
.jay adams: The story is real.
mars. ™ : shit.
mars. ™ : no it is not.
.jay adams: Yes it is.
.jay adams: I saw.
mars. ™ : WHERE!?
mars. ™ : WHEN!?
.jay adams: I don't remember.
.jay adams: But it's true.
mars. ™ : LOL @ how he greeted me though. EpMk: Hey secret lover
.jay adams: Or at least people are going to believe it's true.
mars. ™ : No one is going to believe it.
mars. ™ : It's nonsense.
mars. ™ : No one will even help you spread it except Carmine and maybe Marc and Carmine has be m.i.fuckin'.a
.jay adams: Now they do.
mars. ™ : been*
mars. ™ : LMAOLMAO!
mars. ™ : JAY!
.jay adams: I know it all.
.jay adams: They called me World Wide Web Adams.
.jay adams: SONSON.
mars. ™ : fuck that.
mars. ™ : I guess I don't mind it because of the person.
mars. ™ : But if you were to rumor me up with some scrub, FUCKS THAT SONSON!
.jay adams: It's not a rumor.
.jay adams: It's the truth!
.jay adams: I know it.
mars. ™ : no proof.
.jay adams: Because I made it up.
.jay adams: And if I made it up...
.jay adams: It's true.
mars. ™ : I like your logic.
.jay adams: My proof is my word.
.jay adams: Now, I have to sign out so I can go watch the dark knight.
.jay adams: Mhm.
.jay adams: Yay.
mars. ™ : again?
.jay adams: Uh...
.jay adams: I haven't seen it?
mars. ™ : first time!?
mars. ™ : YOU EXTRA LATE!
mars. ™ : I thought I was the last person.
.jay adams: I didn't have time/money to see it in theaters.
.jay adams: And....
.jay adams: I don't watch bootlegs
.jay adams: unless they're DVD CLEAR.
mars. ™ : ...oh
mars. ™ : explains it all
.jay adams: And I have DVD CLEAR now.
.jay adams: w00t.
mars. ™ : Want me to tell you what happens?
mars. ™ : Welll ya see...
mars. ™ : first.
[Jay signs out]
mars. ™ : nah, kidding

LMAO!
Yeah, I posed the entire conversation.
AND WHAT!?

Mai Mia: i mean Jay be on that BS. Tall ass, baby face ass, Oh i-rap-and-i-pop-and-i roll looking ass
^she's better than you, sorry =/
She also tried to convince me last night to create another blog for poetry.
Tryna get me to be like her and shit.
Chances are...I will.

Dannngg man, hilarious!
&holler;™

2008-09-28T16:30:00.003-05:00

current sounds

"A cloud hangs over,
and mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress.
Wish you were here,
I'm a wounded satellite,
I need you now, put me back together, make me right"
-Anna Molly by Incubus

For some reason I'm feeling rather...indifferent?
I'm not even in the mood for football
[insert long and dramatic gasp here]
I just feeling like eating a bowl of cereal and doing homework
[insert gasp number two]

I was going through my little junk drawer this morning and I found some old writing of mine.
The handwriting was horrific and the topic was kind of rough.
I must have really been "goin' thru"
I might post it later, might not.
^there's that indifference I spoke of.
Maybe I'm getting sick?
I don't feel ill but something has to be wrong if I reside in the state of Texas, and I am here in sweat pants, t-shirt, hoodie, and thermal socks....and I'm STILL shivering.
Nurse Deuce, I'm in need.

Hm, "Nappyheaded Rican" bka Brandon is calling.
I'll bet money he's watching the game or playing the game.
On the computer, and is now talking to me.
He'll soon be complaining about how much he's multitasking or he'll call me back after the game.
...yep
Someone owes me $5
He also needs to fix my blog.
I just screwed something up and I don't know how to fix it.

Oh yeah, I made a new playlist.
Almost every song on there reminds me of someone in my links.
Wanna know your song?
TOO BAD.

&holler;™

2008-09-26T20:15:00.002-05:00

Currently watching the debate.
...so since it's only been on for like 10 minutes, the actual DEBATE part hasn't happened.

It's Friday.
I aint got no job.
I aint got shit to do! [/Friday]

WHO IS TAKING ME TO THE MOVIES TOMORROW!?
Eagle Eye came out today and I've been waiting since June for this movie.
If I don't see it in theaters, I'll see it online or bootleg.
It's a MUST!

I was addressed with a "hey pretty lady" today and it pretty much made my day :)
Gracias!
Zay es mi tesoro*
:))

&holler;™

2008-09-25T17:30:00.000-05:00

Funniest/Potentially bad situation.
I used the bathrooms at the opposite end of the school today because with less activity, comes more cleanliness.
All the toilet seats were up from the custodial crew cleaning the night before, which I noticed, but forgot when I got in the stall.
I sat down and almost fell in :(
And as soon as I stood up, the censor made it flush so I almost got sprayed too :((
Noooottttt even cool holmes!

Anywho; I've got no homework and nothing to study for.
I'm freee!
I could practice my viola but I just had a rehearsal so I'm all viola-ed out.
I could get ahead in my history reading which I just might do.

OH!
And thank you to everyone who wished me well with my whole dad situation.
:)

&holler;™

2008-09-24T16:15:00.000-05:00

Few know about the relationship I have with my dad.
More like relationSHIT [/Dane Cook]
We argued for a good month this summer and then complete cut off all forms of communication for a good three months.
My mom told me yesterday that he emailed and called her asking for advice on how to approach me so he wouldn't get shot down and "his efforts wouldn't be a waste."

Today I received a text message telling me to call him when I get a chance...
I call...
He apologizes for all the nonsense in the past.

GUYS!
LISTEN!

HE APOLOGIZED!

I could have cried but we all know I aint no punkbitchhhh.
:D

&holler;™

2008-09-21T18:22:00.002-05:00

Me: It's okay that you don't know how to multitask
Brandon: I'm talking to you, playing Madden, and I'm on the computer
Me: I'm painting my nails and talking to you.
Brandon: Oh, me too! Sike, nah. No homo.
Me: It's okay, what color?
Brandon: Keep it on the low.
Me: I'll do a clear coat so no one knows.
Brandon: Okay. That's cool, that's cool.
Me: Let's go.
Brandon: -giggles

He's got a cute giggle.

CAN YOU BELIEVE...
I accomplished any amount of homework while talking to him?
I actually got ahead.

I want some Trolli Worms.
Like sooooo bad.
Anyone willing to go get me some from Wally World?
78cents guys.

&holler;™

2008-09-20T12:04:00.002-05:00

I just came home from a fundraising car wash thingie for my orchestra.
I was a cute worker.
Hot pink shirt with a hot pink bandana and my hair was all curly and stuffs.

Currently posted up on my lazy boy drinking my Lost energy drink, while eating Sour Punch Straws.
...probably not a good combo eh?
Whatever, I'm watching Hancock too.

Small update?
I don't have much to say.
-signs on Y! and checks the space.

&holler;™

2008-09-15T18:00:00.001-05:00

No one knows;
I work with special education kids.
Actually, not all of them are kids.
Some are older, some younger, or some the same age.
I can honestly say that I am the happiest when I am with them.
At first, I was selfish and I got easily freaked out by their mental issues but now I love them so much.
I am selfless, and I allow them do what they need to do freely.
Whether they want to hold my hand, Devin likes to race me, some scream, groan, twitch, etc. and that used to bother me until now.
About 2 weeks ago, two of the guys stopped playing their little basketball game to come give me dap and hug me.
I proceeded to put my bags down and my favorite boy, Devin, rolled himself to me so that I could unstrap him out of his wheelchair and he could walk around with me.
He had the biggest smile and was so anxious to be with me which in turn made me smile and realize how much I love those guys.

Today was Devin's birthday and I took a picture of him laughing while I tickled him.
:)
He is now my phone's screen saver.

EDIT;
I completed my photo and video uploading from the Common & N.E.R.D. concert.
Links below :)

FLICKR PHOTOS
VIDEO SNIPPETS

&holler;™

2008-09-14T22:30:00.009-05:00

-composed at 9:30PM 9/13/08

No Need To Speak.
I've always had a way with words but it seems I'm losing it.
Can't write, can't speak.
I no longer give the best advice, and am good for no more than an ear to listen or shoulder to cry on.
I'm losing my ability to speak freely and I now bite my tongue.
[ain't that some shit]
I've become simi-passive and lost quite a bit of my aggressiveness.
There are a few pros and cons to that one but I'm only feeling the cons these days.
I was sitting in my burgundy lazy boy chair a little bit ago just thinking.
I was talking to a few people on Y! and on the phone with Brandon but I wasn't really there ya know?
I didn't say anything out of the ordinary, but I was in this kind of thinking daze.
I suppose it came with the hurricane rain and is just temporary.

Emotion.
I really had the urge to go downtown today.
Not for the city life or to stand outside the House Of Blues like I love doing, but to see the homeless.
Not that all homeless people need one's sympathy because most got what was coming, but I needed to feel compassion.
No longer do I sympathize and empathize and I haven't the faintest idea why not.

No one knows this, but I work with special education kids.
Actually, not all of them are kids.
Some are older, younger, or the same age.
I can honestly say that I am the happiest when I am with them.
At first, I was selfish and couldn't see them for what they are, human, and I got freaked out by their mental issues but I love them so much.
Now, I am selfless and let them do what they need to freely.
Whether they want to hold my hand, Devin likes to scratch, some scream, groan, twitch, etc.
About 2 weeks ago, two of the guys stopped playing their little basketball game to come give me dap and hug me.
I proceeded to put my bags down and my favorite boy, Devin, rolled himself to me so that I could unstrap him out of his wheelchair and he could walk around with me.
He had the biggest smile and was so anxious to be with me.
At that point I realized and the two of us were walking around with big smiles.

The point of this post is...well, I don't have one.
Acting on impulses I suppose.

EDIT;EDIT;EDIT;

.Nappyheaded Rican: how u spell fuckin panokeao ?
.Nappyheaded Rican: or wtf ever
.Nappyheaded Rican: u kno that nigga that when he lies
.Nappyheaded Rican: his nose grows
.Nappyheaded Rican: cuz im havin a HARDDDDDD fuckin time tryna spell it
.Nappyheaded Rican: =[
.Nappyheaded Rican: ?
mars. ™ : nigga!
mars. ™ : Pinnochip
.Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
.Nappyheaded Rican: dats not it
.Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
.Nappyheaded Rican: =/
mars. ™ : Pinnochio*
mars. ™ : shit.
.Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
mars. ™ : wait.
mars. ™ : no.
mars. ™ : Pinocchio
.Nappyheaded Rican: k
mars. ™ : SHIT!
mars. ™ : that's a hard ass word.
.Nappyheaded Rican: name*
mars. ™ : same difference!
mars. ™ : I know your non-spellin' ass isn't trying to correct anyone.
mars. ™ : =|
.Nappyheaded Rican: fuck you
mars. ™ : hoe.

I'm so dependent on him for my daily laugh and mood improvement, it's not even funny.
Lucky for me, he's yet to fail.
...with his dumbass

&holler;™

2008-09-13T16:21:00.003-05:00

I keep getting error messages on my laptop for low disk space?
Geek Squad, here I come.

If I've talked to you recently, you should know how much fun I had at the concert and what not.
Because of the error messages, I could only upload a few pictures and I added them to flickr.
As soon as possible, I'll upload the rest.

CLICK FOR PHOTOS

&holler;™

2008-09-10T16:30:00.000-05:00

-I'm currently studying my Spanish and this nonsense is sooooo not the business.
-I feel like playing Y! games but all of my usuals are offline :(
-I bombed my history quiz today, I just know it.

Hmm, what else for today...
OH YEAH!

LEAVING FOR THE
COMMON & N.E.R.D.
CONCERT IN AN HOUR!
:D
the only con is that it's currently raining :|

&holler;™

:]

2008-09-09T17:00:00.001-05:00

Currently studying for a history and spanish test
while spending quality time with my bestest friend, my ipod <3

COMMON && N.E.R.D.
CONCERT TOMORROW.

Doors at 7.
Show at 8.
My ass will be president in that bitch at 6:30.
Why? 'Cause I heard the show being advertised on the radio
on my way home from my orchestra meeting
:|
srsly thoo.
THEM being advertised on
"97.9 The Beat (THE HIP-HOP STATION!)" [/country&ghetto girl]?

I'm going to have so much fun, man.
Promise.
Even though I'm rolling up solo, hopefully I won't be leaving solo ;]
L M A O; Sike nahhh, no hoe here.
My camera is going to be mad at me because I will NOT give that thing a break.

&holler;™

2008-09-08T16:00:00.005-05:00

I'm slippin' into the lava.
And I'm tryna keep from goin' under.

I'M BURNIN' UP, BURNIN' UP, FOR YOU BAYYBEEHHH!

&holler;™

EDIT;
SMART GUY IS ON BET!
Ohhh lorrrddd!
I swear this show used to be my shiiiiitttt.
-researches what Tahj Mowry is doing these days.
[click that]

:]

2008-09-07T13:33:00.007-05:00

Currently listening to NSYNC's No Strings Attached album.
Now please;
Save your hate for a greater cause or go hop on Carmine's Hater Bus.
Justin and JC made that group and you know it.
"You ain't gots to lie Craig, you ain't gots to lie!" [/Friday]
(Friday is a link)

I have lots of work to do, guys.

&holler;™

EDIT;

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn...
-Veronica A. Shoffstall

grown

2008-09-06T14:00:00.003-05:00

Mi madre thinks she's grown.
Usually gets home from work at 3PM...
Didn't get home until 10PM lastnight, packed a bag, ate dinner, then left again.
Hasn't been home since.
Only positive, she brought me Taco Bueno when she actually did come home.
Then, WOKE ME UP AT 10 with a text message telling me she's not home like I didn't already know.
:| x 56765467589675
Maaaannnn, I swear she thinks she's grown and what not.
In other news still pertaining to the same topic at hand, I'm hungry.
I'm used to waking up to food and stuffs on Saturday but NoOoOo.

Currently watching some Richard Pryor movie on TV Land.
Simply because it's been on the same channel since midnight.
Ohhh yeahh, I hella feel asleep in my lazyboy chair, laptop on el lap, while talking to Marc-E Marc and Nappyheaded Rican on yahoo last night.
MYYY BADD GUYS!

I will now conclude this post about my mother neglecting me.
LMAO!

&holler;™
[the ™ is a link to my baby daddy's song, guys]

tiny little girl

2008-09-04T18:30:00.014-05:00

I got my N.E.R.D. & Common ticket today :]
WOOOOOT!
Next week shall be soooo fun.
I'm anxious the be all up in Common's and Pharrell's facesss.
Staring, gazing, vibing, picture taking, video recording, etc!
:D

iight bitch, layduhh [/Lil' J]

{btw; Lil' J is a link. Hence the color)

EDIT.
I miss that little mixed, nappyheaded, annoying, mean, arrogant, ignorant, honest yet lie at the same time, non R sayin', deep raspy voice havin' ass nigga Brandon
:|
Don't tell him though.
Cause like, it's just a tiny bit or whatever :/

EDIT 2.
Okay I lied Brandon.
A lot.
Better?
Oh, Bopular and I Can Take Your Girl shuffled on my ipod earlier...
I though of you :|
Oh yeah annnddddd "NIGGA YOU GAY!"

So Excited

2008-09-03T16:29:00.004-05:00

When I'm done studying for my physics test and review my history notes...

I'M ORDERING MY COMMON & N.E.R.D. TICKET FROM TICKET MASTER!

If you're interested on HOW I got the money to do so, hit a sistaaa upp!
:]
All I have to say is "playa4lyfe" & "She get it from here mama"
:D

&holler;™

Cello

2008-08-31T12:20:00.003-05:00

I play the viola, a string instrument.
In ORCHESTRA, not band.
And this cellist was on Michael Baisden Afer Dark and I melted like buttta when I watched him perform!
So I googled some cello pictures to send Nappyheaded Rican because he didn't know and I found this REALLY cool one.
Loooorddd, it's better than the electric viola I saw.

Me: click here
Lewan: it looks like a wooden diagram of a vagina

2008-08-30T15:02:00.000-05:00

The stress level has finally decreased a little bit for me, luckily

I had some goooooooood cereal about an three hours ago.
Like, I'm still in awe at how it was all crisp and fresh.
My bowl looked just like the picture on the outside of the Honey Bunches of Oats box.
I swear it did.

I told myself I was going to hibernate this weekend yet here I am.
Joshyyyy woke me up!
=P

I miss my nappyheaded rican though.
I have school and he has a j.o.
He called, I was asleep.
Booooo for me =[

&holler;™

2008-08-26T17:00:00.001-05:00

English- Minor essay due tomorrow along with a homework assignment.
Screw rhetoric.
Math- Some shitty algebra II assignment I DO NOT understand and I’m usually pretty good at math.
Just fuckin’ with a crappy ass teacher.
History- First test Thursday
Spanish 3- I can’t switch classes because I was late for a registration I didn’t know about?

STRESSED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND!

Major university?
Forget it.
The closest community college, here I come.

You won’t be seeing/hearing from me much.

2008-08-24T16:00:00.001-05:00

SUMMER = OVER

I was listening to the Seeing Sounds album while I did my hair.
It took me the entire album...whompeezyyy!
COMMON AND N.E.R.D. on SEPTEMBER 10TH!
WOOOOOOT!

My mom just left not too long ago to go to this concert on the lake featuring Musiq Soulchild, Joe, Urban Mystic
and one other artist I believe.
It was supposed to be OUR thing but she started inviting work associates and her cousins and shit
and decides to tell me the day before "you might cramp my style".
:|
First off, I told her no one says that played out nonsense anymore.
It's referred to as "cock blocking"
Secondly, she serious?

I'm currently sitting here thanking the Subway gods for this bomb ass $5 foot long, sugar cookies and Sprite
while watching "Getting Played" on BET.

Question: Have you ever almost, or perhaps did, drool on yourself while eating Starburst?
I did that on the phone last night.
Speaking of last night on the phone...
BRANDON/NAPPYHEADED RICAN KEPT CLICKING IN TRYING TO MESS UP THE CAKING OCCURRING ON MY OTHER LINE!
Hmmph.
It's whateverrrrrr.

&holler;™

2008-08-22T21:00:00.000-05:00

Joshypoo: Mars is officially the shit, you know why?
She actually cares about me and shes real.

:D
<345678910

As for Mai Mia, been there done that to an extent, and I wish you the best.
Hope your situation is like mine and your mom fights it all.
Oh, and it's official.
I finally realize Carmine's hater ways.
Mars > Carmine.
There's no equal to here, buddy.

Tis all.

&holler;™

=]

2008-08-21T17:34:00.006-05:00

LAST NIGHT:
I was on yahoo talking to Wan and Brandon and they both were making me feel like a little punk because I SWEAR I saw a little geico lizard.
I was walking in my room, felt something on my foot, proceeded to look down and get it off and WOOOSHHH!, I see a damn lizard.
Forget Texas and it's wildlife.
Hmmph.

TODAY:
Was chiiiilll.
Painted my nails, had a little solo time with my music, and was a G.

TONIGHT:
Brandon is redoing my blog.
Because apparently, "it looks like everyone elses"
WHOMPPP!
Oh, and if I'm talking to you on yahoo or something, help me stop saying whomp.
It's corrupting my vocabulary and I can't come up with any other negative adjectives except whomp.
No bueno si?

&holler;™

2008-08-21T00:22:00.006-05:00

MARS I HATE YOU CUZ YOU DONT LIKE THIS DAMN BLOG LAYOUT THING AFTER IDK HOW MANY TIMES PAINT SHOP PRO8 DECIDED TO CLOSE ON ME smh NO SEX FOR YOU -____-....

lmao ok umm im playing about the sex part soo uhh chill out....

=|

2008-08-19T20:00:00.001-05:00

I swear, he pisses me off and then makes me laugh hysterically.
Bastard.

master. mars: chill the fuck out.
Nappyheaded Rican: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Nappyheaded Rican: you are akons baby sister
master. mars: -leaves
Nappyheaded Rican: all dark ass hell
Nappyheaded Rican: awwww
Nappyheaded Rican: poor thang
Nappyheaded Rican: <3
Nappyheaded Rican: -hugs you
Nappyheaded Rican: =|
Nappyheaded Rican: that was faggotish
Nappyheaded Rican: DF MY HUG AT
Nappyheaded Rican: -gets bazooka
Nappyheaded Rican: oh u hella did not really just poof'd on me
BUZZ!!!
master. mars: I had to pee!
master. mars: I told you!
master. mars: -hugs you back
Nappyheaded Rican: hell nah
master. mars: -cocks my pistol!
Nappyheaded Rican: nigga you late
master. mars: I HAD TO PEEE!
Nappyheaded Rican: dismiss yo self
master. mars: SHIT!
Nappyheaded Rican: idc
master. mars: -leaves again then!
Nappyheaded Rican: thugs gotta be alert 24/7
Nappyheaded Rican: someone coulda have shot me
Nappyheaded Rican: and
Nappyheaded Rican: bam
master. mars: lmaoooooooo
Nappyheaded Rican: where dafuck was you
Nappyheaded Rican: takin a piss
master. mars: LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
Nappyheaded Rican: pimp woulda been down and errythang
master. mars: BLUE 32!
Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
Nappyheaded Rican: pimp down
Nappyheaded Rican: BITCH GET THE TRUCKKKKKKKKKK
master. mars: PIMP HOSPITAL!

5 minutes later:
master. mars: I just realized I said cock my pistol. Who cocks a pistol?

click here
You see that bull!?
=|
Now he's got his little MySpace peoples thinking I'm a boppperrrr.

WHOMPPP!

2008-08-18T13:00:00.000-05:00

What should I do?
Hmm...
BULLETS!

I finally watched The Dark Knight last night

-Thanks to Mai Mia for the good link-

My mom stayed home from work today :|

I just realized my memory is amazing and my iTunes is too.

I'm extremely forgiving and nonchalant these days.

Those Jamaicans in the track event on the Olympics are BEAST!

Brandon is freakin' M.I.A. when it's time to watch Pineapple Express!

My bullets have come to an end.

I just want my phone call.
[/the Joker]

&holler;™

Screw Up

2008-08-16T10:01:00.004-05:00

When I finally tried to go to sleep, I couldn't.
I had too much on the brain.
Had about an hour of sleep? Two max.

I FUCKED UP AND I KNOW IT, G.

I GUESS IT'S BITTERSWEET POETRY.

BLAH

2008-08-15T13:38:00.004-05:00

I like the new dashboard home page.
It's neat.

Anywho;
Last night, my mother asked me to watch the track & field events today and watch Tyson race so she can see how it is.
And I'm thinking...why am I going to watch something for YOU to see how it is!?
Nevertheless, I woke up at 10AM to find out I woke up an entire hour earlier than necessary to see this cat run his little ass off.
WHOMPPPP
With this unnecessary hour, I started laundry [my hamper was over flowing], made peanut butter pancakes and scrambled eggs, and cleaned the kitchen.

Currently in the middle of doing my hurr.
-flips it-
It's wet, but that's quite all right.
After I straighten it, I might curl it.
Blah, depends on my energy level.

Last load of laundry: jeans.
I hate handling wet denim.
It feels so....yucky.

As for today, I feel as though I've been very productive thus far.
It's only 2 PM.
WOOT!
Go me!

&holler;™

Dilemma

2008-08-14T19:54:00.003-05:00

So like,
I'm getting a little funding from mi madre for school things right?
Well, we were supposed to go to the Nas and Talib Kweli concert together the 26th and I'm like, oober sad.
If I decided to go, I would have to attend by myself and it also cuts into my mula for shopping.

I don't know what to do.
Because one, I don't need all this school stuff right away and the concert is approaching.
And two, if I DO go, I'd have to go without her.
Nas & Talib though!?
WHOMPPPPP!

I don't like this.

&holler;™

Early

2008-08-13T12:58:00.003-05:00

I woke up at 8AM.
-__-
If you know me in the slightest, then you know me waking up before noon during the summer is NOT an option.

Best part of the day thus far; I cooked myself breakfast.
2 pancakes, 2 eggs, glass of V8 Splash, and a vitamin.
:]
But now, I feel like sheeitttt.
Kind of pissed off that I didn't go to the movies like I was supposed to.
WHOMPPP.
I am currently...
Cold.
Aggravated.
Agitated.
Annoyed.
Stressed.
Impatient.
Bored.
Deprived.
Uneasy.
And much more.

Nap time?
I think so.

&holler;™

Tall Grass

2008-08-12T13:29:00.004-05:00

Forget the suburban manicured lawns.
I want tall grass!
Tall, country grass.
Those dumb ass cholos [no offense]
woke me up!
AGAIN
Lawn mowers, leaf blowers, weed whackers, etc.
AAAALLLL THATT NONSENNSSEEE!

Ugh.
I was supposed to get a wake up call from a certain someone but I guess I slipped their mind.
=/
WHOMP!

Urmm, I've actually got plans this week.
Go me? :

Issues.

2008-08-11T16:26:00.003-05:00

I feel really funny.
It's okay though.

I'm watching Monk.
Just got done cooking tilapia fish and Caesar salad.

:|

&holler;™

PIMP DOWN!

2008-08-07T17:13:00.002-05:00

Before all of this, he created us a pimp hospital on the west side.
:]

Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
Nappyheaded Rican: IMMA G THO
Nappyheaded Rican: w00t
planet. mars: word!
planet. mars: THUGG LIFEEEEE
planet. mars: MARCOO POLOOOOOOOO
planet. mars: DJ NOODLESSS
Nappyheaded Rican: soo umm our 2 ppl G THUG crew needs more then us =/
planet. mars: might as well have more than us since niggas take our shit
Nappyheaded Rican: cuz if we try to you know do a drive by we both dead
planet. mars: LMAO
Nappyheaded Rican: foreal !
planet. mars: lmfaooooooo!
Nappyheaded Rican: or rob a bank
planet. mars: WORD!
planet. mars: WORD!
Nappyheaded Rican: one of us goin to jail
Nappyheaded Rican: and it wont be me
Nappyheaded Rican: =|
planet. mars:
Nappyheaded Rican: im foreal
Nappyheaded Rican: you know ho wmany times i be droppin the soap when i shower !
planet. mars: find a butt buddy. Cause it wont be meee
planet. mars: LMMMMMMMMAAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
planet. mars: -blog
Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao no
Nappyheaded Rican: but foreal
Nappyheaded Rican: i be scared to pick it up
Nappyheaded Rican: i be like
Nappyheaded Rican: =|
Nappyheaded Rican: uhhhh ?
Nappyheaded Rican: x_X
planet. mars: I can't breatheeeee
Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao

We are one another's' daily entertainment.
I have nothing more to say but Carmine left me hanging yesterday =/

&holler;™

2008-08-06T16:40:00.001-05:00

If you...
1. Live or once lived in a single parent household.
2. Are great at giving advice.
3. Can simply lend an ear
4. Aren't bias
5. Aren't opposed to holding the phone while silence
or perhaps crying occurs on the other end.
6. Aren't judgmental.
7. A good friend.
8. Want to feel needed

Contact:
master.mars@ymail.com

I just opened yet another email from my father.
And I can honestly say, I don't know how much more of this I can take.

Forget my usual "&holler;™"
I'm simply done.

Break Of Daun

2008-08-05T10:40:00.001-05:00

I've been awake since 9AM.
I went to sleep at 3AM.
Damn text messages and phone calls before noon, shame shame.
My mom told me to check my email and told me the message relayed in the email was...indifferent?
-opens email
Someone having a nap time sometime soon?
Well, after the lawn service people vacate the premises because this whole weed eater and leaf blower outside my window nonsense is NOT the business WHOOADEYYY!

Time for cereal I guess cause I seriously don't feel like cooking.
Sorry Mai Mia, no pancakes and eggs for us again today.
Back to Frosted Flakes!

Did I mention I woke up and noticed my ipod was still on so I put my headphones to hear
Spice Girls-If You Wanna Be My Lover?
Yeeaahhhhh welllll, it happened.
And it made me chuckle.

Being up early like this without anything to do is a foreign concept to me.
Erm, guess I'll go comment my bested blog buddies :]

SO UH LISTENNNNNNNNN!
THUG LIFE!
-cocks gun @ bazooka.
LOOK WHAT BRANDON/NAPPYHEADED RICAN DREW US YESTERDAY DURING OUR SUPER FLY DOODLE SESSION.

http://i35.tinypic.com/2j26jc2.png

^
My hips are so wide in that picture, they might be considered weapons themselves.

&holler™

EDIT!
I spelled "dawn" like that because my middle name is "Daun"
:D
I'm not dumb or illiterate, I swear.

2008-08-04T01:43:00.010-05:00

Brandon, me, I once again did this niggers layout it took me an hour and a half ! -_-
you like? i know i know. im doing layouts for a fee of 19.95 plus tax lmfao sike no in the hell i am not.
toodles rotf.....

EEEDIIITTTT

planet. mars: :]
planet. mars: hug?
planet. mars: or too g?
planet. mars: like, 10 second hug
planet. mars: then we can cock our guns and chant THUG LIFE
Nappyheaded Rican: iight
Nappyheaded Rican: 1
Nappyheaded Rican: 2
Nappyheaded Rican: 3
Nappyheaded Rican: gooooooooo
Nappyheaded Rican: [yahoo hug]
planet. mars: [yahoo hug]
Nappyheaded Rican: iight
planet. mars: over
Nappyheaded Rican: back up
Nappyheaded Rican: THUGGGGGGGGGGG
LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
planet. mars: -cocks gun
Nappyheaded Rican: lmao
Nappyheaded Rican: -cocks gun
planet. mars: we're sooo retarded!
Nappyheaded Rican: & bazoooooooooooka
planet. mars: hahahaha
planet. mars: gotta love it
planet. mars: hahahhha
Nappyheaded Rican: lol
Nappyheaded Rican: ayeee nioce blog
i wonder who did it
Nappyheaded Rican: =|
Nappyheaded Rican: -does mines over
Nappyheaded Rican: AGAIN

He always feels inspired after he does mine. :D
-pops polo collar

-EDIT AGAIN !

pshh no shes lying i swear. she sucks ~~bigmonkeyballsanddoesntwantanyonetoknow~~ =D.

Re-do

2008-08-03T02:00:00.001-05:00

So like, I was re-reading my first few post which are more poetic and whatnot and there are two that I REALLY like.
And since I have nothing to blog about, READ THEM FOOL!

L.
Cars fly by and the news taps into city conversations.
Suburban neighborhoods appear quiet but inside the homes, they're quite defiant.
The sun sets and leaves her cold, she sits on her Brooklyn, more like Crooklyn, apartment building stoop.

She rolls an L, lights it, and follows those actions with an inhale.
The cloud of smoke released a smell, overcome her perfume, and became her new.
Her eyes dilate.
He comprehension constricts.
Her addiction becomes glue and like all, it sticks.
It sticks as the residue on her lips.
Blackened.

Overcome with a sense of helplessness, hopelessness, and stress.
This drug is only a temporary stimulant and she believes in contains no risk.
All anger and pain expressed when she chants-
"fuck this, fuck life, this shit is a hit or a miss."
"Dad hit, mom missed, and now I'm stuck, it ends just like this."
Mind spinning.
And on her thoughts she no longer dwells.
The process can't be reversed so why not take another puff.
Unwilling to own up to her mistakes, she finds ways to bring error to the truth.
Truth.
Her truth.
Or shall we say lack of truth.
The wrong has been done and can't be transformed into right.
Her conscience is telling her to take another toke and leave the weed alone but her right mind,
the one floating above in one of her exhaled clouds,
says fuck it.
She puts out the roach, and lights a brand new L.

Two Minute Warm-Up
[Titled this because I was listening to The J.A.M.E.S. WATTS Mixtape]

Our elders lie back and watch the speed at which life progresses.
Sit, think, and chit-chat with the masses.
Confusion, lack of peace, and economy crumbles.
He say-she say, their mind in jumbles.
"YOU control your destiny"
was the thesis used to open the new year.
Loss of control left it up to your peers.

No longer allowed to be a kid.
He's only 10 years old and already asking
"Can I Live?"

Simplicity left with his father.
Only thing remaining with his mother; complications of a new generation.

Chuu likkeeeee?
Oh yeah, CARMINE is cooler than you are :] Sorryyy kiddo =/

Jay says...

2008-08-01T12:41:00.005-05:00

he wants a new blog.
so I'm here to deliver.
OH!
And SHOUTS OUT TO CARMINE!
[We're trying to up his blogosphere status]

I got my hair done today HELLA early this morning.
I needed a cut baaaad.
Wanna see?
NOPE! You're not cool enough.
Chiiillll, just kidding.
You can see it if you'd like.
Why am I talking like we're actually holding a conversation, complete with questions and answers?
Because I don't even want to do this blog and I have nothing to say.
I wish my words just flowed and I could create a gif of it like Jay...sike.

Brandon/Nappyheaded Rican.
fyck yua.
Of course you post a screen shot of the ONLY pool match you win.
IMMMMMAAA BEAASSSTT!
You can't beat me at a Y! game...unless it's word racer =/

Adina/Babymoms.
Your Common banner is fireeee.
Glad I suggested him.
You better had got that Strawberries and Creme frapp. from Starbucks like I told you.

Josh.
I love how you refer to me as "thy red planet"

Lizzy/Blog Icon.
You're so adorable.
Your blogs are so cute and I enjoy having full out conversations on your comment board.

Erm, who else?
No one else is a regular reader soooo, no addressing you.
AHAAAA!

&holler;™ son!

EDDDDIIITTTT!

Nappyheaded Rican: its colder den a eskimos ass
planet. mars: put on cloths.
Nappyheaded Rican: colder den penguin pussy
planet. mars: clothes*
planet. mars: lmfaooo
planet. mars: no
planet. mars: no
planet. mars: no
Nappyheaded Rican: lmao
Nappyheaded Rican: speakin of penguins
Nappyheaded Rican: df is my gilbery at
Nappyheaded Rican: -looks for him
Nappyheaded Rican: gilbert*
planet. mars: :|
planet. mars: son
planet. mars: seriously?
Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao :[
Nappyheaded Rican: i wanna pet penguin
Nappyheaded Rican: really bad
Nappyheaded Rican: imma keep him in my freezer =D
planet. mars: lmfaooo
Nappyheaded Rican: take him to the pacific ocean every friday to look for fishys
planet. mars: psrnrg0iirshtsgthjsb
planet. mars: stooooooppppppppppp

We created a society/fraternity.
FUNNYPOWERS.
Please don't hate, cause it's...

THUGLIFEE!
-[this is the part where we cock our guns and you run cause you're scared of our thugnesss]
smh @ me typing thingness first though =[

You want more laughs huh?
CLICK ME!

Achey Breaky Heart

2008-07-31T15:45:00.001-05:00

"Take my heart but please don't break it, love."

Question.
The worst hurt.
Physical/external?
or emotional/internal?
Erm...
EMOTIONAL/INTERNAL, DUH!
Every external wound heals [with the exception of some medical mysteries or some form of Hemophilia]
But that heartbreak of your high school sweetheart moving away, or not getting into your college of choice,
or being cheated on, or left at the alter, or any other reason for heart break, does not.
It can be covered, patched up, but you'll never be scotch free.

Shoot me, stab me, allow a poisonous snake or tarantula to bite me.
Hell, you can do the worst and go borrow one of Jay's inhumane, gory, gutter methods of torture or murder,
but please, don't break my heart.

Currently I'm listening to my playlist right and I'm realizing; it's not really a complete representation of my wide ranged,
genre spanning taste in music.
I'll have Brandon edit it later perhaps since he's the one with the singbox account information.
CARMINE said I have good taste in music.
SPEAKING OF CARMINE; he commented my blog yesterday..
Yes.
He left his domain and ventured over to planet Mars.
:]
-plots to steal his crazy cool banner
Now all I need is a comment from Deuce and I'll be one fly motha -shutchomouth-

&holler;™

2008-07-30T02:30:00.004-05:00

hi people ! its me brandon aka nappy headed rican -_- lmfao well i did this foo's blog AGAIN cuz shes retarded and very slow. im her "personal blog/ms layout do-er" -_- for a fee of 19.95 plus tax =]. lol but anyways yea i did this lay thangy i like it but then i dont ehh w/e. MARS YOU SUCK..

why? ....baby cuz immaaaaaa THUGGGGGG

lmfao

HOLLA AT YA GUALA!

2008-07-29T22:41:00.003-05:00

WARNING! Serious laughter is about to occur.

Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
Nappyheaded Rican: said that in my head
planet. mars: really thought you did something wrong huh!
Nappyheaded Rican: lmfao
Nappyheaded Rican: yea i was like
Nappyheaded Rican: asl;juioery753t9rhge;wkjioye
Nappyheaded Rican: thats african ^
Nappyheaded Rican: that means shitfuckindamnitmanfucku

[constant laughs still occurring but all of it won't fit in this post]

planet. mars: yes.
planet. mars: intermission.
Nappyheaded Rican: lol
planet. mars: time fro snacks!
planet. mars: Lmao.
Nappyheaded Rican: fro*
Nappyheaded Rican: ?
Nappyheaded Rican: niggaaaaaaaa whatttttt
planet. mars: for*
planet. mars: niggggggaaaa
planet. mars: fuck you.
planet. mars: don't even get on my typos.
Nappyheaded Rican: the niggas comin up wit snacks
planet. mars: you're the worst!
Nappyheaded Rican: hi yes my name is tyree jamal rayray johnson and this is my new snacks
Nappyheaded Rican: called
Nappyheaded Rican: AFRO SNACKS
Nappyheaded Rican: taste on a grow a fro
Nappyheaded Rican: aman BLACKKKKKKK POWERRRRRRR

Link on the left.
Check his blog to laugh at our crazy asses a little more.
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